>doing what I need, needing what I do.
>Basically, I have been adjusting a lot lately. This type of flexibility and adjustment is really making me tired. I just watch my limited local channel cable and pass out on the evenings and weekends, usually.
But during the weekdays, I spend 9-5 trying to figure out how dental equipment works.
It is taking me awhile.
One of the best stress relief’s I have is going to the mosque. Honestly, I just feel like I remind Allah that I am still here thinking about him. I really like the mosque I go to becuase there are so many women from different parts of the world, and we all are packed in so tight, that we bow our heads when we pray on each others hijabs.
I have a new hobby, and its called driving….
… my boyfriend crazy. Mish pumpin’.
But he is patient with me. And with my stomach aches and crap. One time last week he bought me five gallons of fruit juice.
Somehow, he makes me feel better, even though things are really getting me down.
Even when I feel the world is looking at me through a magnifying glass.
I feel better.
Feeling better is what I need, and feeling better is what I do.